Taken from my journal
Date: October 31,2008
The daze you first feel when you are in transition from sleeping to waking is awesome. You're not quite sure of everything but yet it all feels o.k. This morning I woke up and felt great but only a few seconds later my body quickly reminded me that I am not great. My body is numb and almost feels foreign, like when I walk I am not sure it's my body walking. Everything feels different. Stayed at home with Gio today, didn't want to go out, I feel like other can see how awkward I feel right now.